chimerism

Aku cinta.....

2008-05-23T02:09:00.000-07:00

23 Mei 2008

Ku cuba redakan relung hati,
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi,
Terlukis di dalam kenangan,
Bebas bermain di hatiku…

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku…

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh..
Aku cinta oooooooo..

Wishing to be there...

2008-04-23T02:36:00.000-07:00

23rd March - I am done..for the time being. I wish that i can be at some serene places. To get away from the workplace, from the home, from the usual living. I feel so stucked, cramped and stressed with the current live. I just want to get away from it..and to move on into some other new life.

But then..i still need to go back to the same old lives, to meet with the same old peoples. Hearing same old issues, and experiencing same old life. I feel that i hate it, but i couldn't hate it so much as this is the kind of life that i have choose. This is my choice in fact.

Definitely, one chooose his/her own life. Why don't i choose my own life..the kind of life that i want to live on forever. Especially a peaceful life...

First Time

2008-02-01T03:26:00.000-08:00

Feb, 1st - First time in my life...i opened up myself to the world. The feeling had been stucked for so long...the feeling of wanting to say thing...so many things in fact. But in SILENT mode because i don't want people to really "hear" the things.

Actually, it's just not my nature to simply say things, talk about things, complain things etc. But, I used to say things to myself, talk to myself, complain to myself... At one day, i would feel like a time bomb...waiting to explode.

Thank you to Ida and Anya, friends who had inspired me into this blogging things. I can "say" many things, and others would "listen", listen in my SILENT CHAMBER.